Reading one chapter of
this book has really made me interested in the rest of the book! I really
identify with what is being said. I have always been a miserable student
precollege. I always did well enough in school, but I never exceeded at
anything, and I didn’t want to. By the time I was in high school I felt that
the school system was oppressive and overbearing. I disagreed with how I was
being taught and I felt that if I ever really wanted to learn anything I had to
do it on my own. Now as I study to become a teacher I disagree with a lot of
what I am being taught and how I am expected to teach my students.
Oppressing
the youth of our nation into submission and conformity is not what we want. We
want our future leaders to be free thinking outside the box kind of geniuses!
But they damned well better do what we expect them to until they grow up right?
It is an insane contradiction that seems pretty obvious from the outside, but
how can I change it? How can I teach without dominating these young students
under my will? One of my common nightmares is being in front of a class of
English students who won’t stop talking and no one can hear my lesson.
I
feel that I have something valuable to offer as an educator. I feel like I can
be a part of positive changes in the education system that can lead us to a
more productive way to learn. I don’t know how exactly, but I am very willing
to help change the profession I am going into. Unfortunately I do not feel that
this is a valuable quality to an employer. I’m sure that principals would
prefer a new teacher who is ready to fall in line with the philosophy already
at work in their school. Investing in possibilities is gambling. So when do the
odds feel favorable enough to gamble on? When do our students get the
opportunity to prove to us that we do not need to control them? If we let our
grip on the illusion of control slip just a bit, perhaps the students would
amaze us by surpassing our previous expectations and taking hold of their own
education with passion and excitement for knowledge.
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